if you were right and i was wrong, why are you the one who's gone?

[fantasylph]

Roller coaster and wave of emotions. Guess I got overwhelmed by some things and I was only able to release it at home last night and maybe even early this morning. As it was said to me earlier, this is just a storm I need to weather and learn how to focus and deal with.

Spent the day going to all sorts of doctors and still feeling physically and emotionally exhausted. Eyes are rather droopy and it stings just a touch when I blink but I guess that comes with the territory of having cried and being unable to breathe properly.

Here's to hoping I'll be able to deal with things better as things progress and that my self-confidence will remain put. Baking cookies tomorrow so hopefully people will start asking me when I'm going to bring cookies again to the office rather than the past I'd rather not talk about.