in fantasy i live

My days actually are pretty humdrum now.

1. Woke up after ~10 hours of sleep, awesome
   
2. Played FE:A and finished The Future Past Xenologues. It felt like I finished the game all over again.
   
3. Decided to forego the completion of the support log, probably don't have the patience for it.
   
4. Doctor's appointment in the afternoon again, lots of waiting involved and sudden downpour of rain
   
5. Got some books for the Kindle (well, using the app on the iPad now) and thought about eventually getting an iPad Mini when I replace the iPad
   

Not much to report except ended up taking sick leave because I didn't feel any better when I woke up. Actually ended up dozing off for about 1.5 hours and the only thing that happened was my eyes felt just a little bit heavier and I can breathe properly, but the pain is still there, ugh.

Hopefully tomorrow will be much better otherwise I might have to take another sick leave and go to the doctor.

Roller coaster and wave of emotions. Guess I got overwhelmed by some things and I was only able to release it at home last night and maybe even early this morning. As it was said to me earlier, this is just a storm I need to weather and learn how to focus and deal with.

Spent the day going to all sorts of doctors and still feeling physically and emotionally exhausted. Eyes are rather droopy and it stings just a touch when I blink but I guess that comes with the territory of having cried and being unable to breathe properly.

Here's to hoping I'll be able to deal with things better as things progress and that my self-confidence will remain put. Baking cookies tomorrow so hopefully people will start asking me when I'm going to bring cookies again to the office rather than the past I'd rather not talk about.